Guys, i have some serious problem. If you think you cant help anyone, please leave now.
The problem is my father doesn't at all treats my like his son! I have been, you can say, mentally tortured from past 20 odd years. Even at this age he doesn't treat me right. Of course he doesn't hit me because he knows i will hit him back, but he is ignorant to all my needs. Every second word out of his mouth for me is 'maa bhain ke gali'. I am totally totally fed up now. Its all over. I cant take this anymore. Just few days ago i tried to beat him up badly, but i resisted again!. but i dont think so i am able to resist that long now. I have already said him that i am going to kill you if you didn't listen to me. But no, he still acts like a kid. I am really nice, but dont know why God has thrusted this torture on me. I dont remember ONCE that my father treated me right! Its no doubt because of Allah that i am not mentally ill. But its too much now. Even at this age i am being ignored like a 10 year old. Its too much. If i dont get help, maybe i will take some stupid action. I know in Quran its written not to say 'uf' in-front of parents, but i cant take this much. My life is totally destroyed because of him and if i want to live further i have to take some action. I am not the run away from home kinda guy. I will rather kick him the hell out of this house. He already has said me to leave the house. See how ignorant he is? For him this is fun... it will give him something to talk about with his fagot friends. That oh my son has ran away from the house etc etc. I remember one of his friends son ran way too but i dont know him. Anyways i am not like that.
I was thinking of gettign a flat to live alone. Anyone know where i can get it? I need basic necessities like PTCL line, water etc etc. As far as money is concerned, that will be done. I haven't done anything til now but i am sorry, but i cant take anymore of his bad mouth.
The flat/room should be at least 8 feet in width, 8 in height, and 20 in length. I like to listen to music, sometimes movies/games at high volume so something in the middle of no where would be preferred. I do care about security though.
You would be thinking that's it? because of insults?. No my brethren. That is just icing on top. There is hell a lot of things but i am not going to write them all. Just look at this little act... that he doesn't even give me any money! Just 100 Rs i have said him to give me daily for 6 days. but NO! HE CANT EVEN DO THAT! and there hasn't been one day in past 2 years that he gave me money quietly. Either he asks WHY? WHAT FOR?! Etc or gave me some 'gandi gaaliyaan' and then gave the moeny. What is this? FYI, my father owns a Warid franchise and forgive me but if i cant even get less than 3000 Rs in 1 month then everything is a lie.